General Chat

I love you and miss you so very much my Son, alwaysI thought I looked youngt for my age, not anymore, I have aged disgracefully, these past two years , love you miss you and yes, I know Simply the best, never got that bistro Son XX.. but was'nt it a good dream XX..

A Goodnight nudge for Stephen and a hug for his Mum.

MOTHER AND SON


My son
I am here
I cannot protect you
From the world.

My son
I am here
I can only love you
No matter what

My son
I am here
My love unconditional
On this you can rely

My son
I am here
To guide and to teach you
And now you must fly

My son
I am here
Life can be difficult
I hear your cry

My son
I am here
Changes are painful
Never forget who you are

My son
I am here
Maintain the faith
In yourself and in God

My son
I am here
Self acceptance is yours
Do not fear

My son
I am here
yet you are gone
but I feel your presence all day longXX

Love you and Miss you XX..

Early nudge to the top in case I loose connection again.

Saturday morning nudge for you Stephen, sorry havent been about quite so much but am back now to push you straight back to the top

Night Son, gosh missing you like crazy, but this mad world keeps turning, and the pain keeps returning. XX..
love to you always, Mumsy XX..

So very lovely Bev, thank youXX Love you my Special Son, night Stephen, night all XX..

special nudgexx

I am going to your grave today,
with flowers orange, yellow and red.
I'll throw away the faded ones
and leave fresh ones instead.
I'll stand above the place you lay,
placed there a while ago.
And once again my heart will break,
and unchecked tears will flow.
With gentle fingers I'll caress,
your name carved in the stone.
Then brush away the fallen leaves,
November winds have blown.
I'll dry my eyes, I'll say a prayer,
and as I raise my head.
Another grieving mother has just
tucked her child in bed.

Nite Stephen

Bev xx

Thursday morning nudge

night XX..

Thinking of you, wonder what you would make of all this, had a blast from the past, hope you have met up with Uncle Geordie, if you have, Cynthia is asking about him, bless her, she never knew XX..

Having an early night tonight Stephen, been to the seaside today as you know, traffic bad on way home, both very tired.

Goodnight and God Bless.

Pleased Stephen could be of help Colin, he has read about you calling him his mate, bless you both XX..

goodnight nudgexx

A good evening nudge Stephen, I had a hospital appointment today and have a total fear of them but was strangely calm, if you were there with me mate, thanks

Night Son XX.. Love you, miss you, wish I could turn back the hands of time, but know I cannot XX..

Little nudge, though only an hour since the last post.

You were my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

Bless you my Stephen, forgive me if I was not the best, XX..

Goodnight Stephen